Lately, I feel stress like a noose around my neck. Every tiny thing drops me a bit lower until I'm ready to kick the chair out from underneath my own feet.

I'm not quite sure why my coping mechanisms haven't engaged. I've shopped, I've vented, I'm exercised... nothing seems to help.

I'm just so tired. Tired of having to be everything to everyone else. Tired of pressuring myself to be so perfect. Tired of not having sex. Tired of working 7 days a week.

I'm also physically tired, despite sleeping 13 hours last night. That's one hell of a sleep debt.

I'll be back to my old self soon. Tomorrow is a new day, right?

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I'm still feeling bitchy, but a good orgasm is the cure for just about anything that ails you. Thank you, Literotica. Most of the writing there is crap, but occasionally I'll stumble upon some gems. Good non-consent writing is few and far between and anyone who finds any should feel free to email it to me. I'd seriously appreciate it.

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Sunday, April 01, 2007.