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Tomorrow is Friday, but weekends have meant less and less to me after taking my second job. While I love it, it's perhaps the most challenging position I've ever been placed in, it does tend to run my ass ragged.

Since my ass hasn't been getting much use besides running around, I suppose that I should just be happy for the action.

Actually, I tease. Although I've been down and out with bronchitis for the past 4 days, I've still managed to convince my man to both take care of me and "take care of me." He did both with gusto.

During one rather intense session, I found myself on my hands and knees in front of him. He pressed himself against my back (I love feeling held down and helpless during sex) and shoved himself into me, growling against my ear as I twisted my neck around to kiss him. We talked about finding another man, other men, to fuck me. Watching them fuck me. Being double penetrated. Needless to say, it made me hot.

While I identify as bisexual *waves at all the ladies* and I generally prefer women a little over half of the time, the idea of being with multiple men is still one of my major fantasies. The hardness, the maleness, being used and using them at the same time... it's both submissive and controlling.

The wanton whore... most men believe that it makes them "more of a man" to fuck us. In truth, we use them. We use their bodies, their passion, and leave them. It's something I've done nearly all my life. It's one of the most empowering things, but I'm also settling nicely into monogamy. Who says monogamy can't include some threesomes, foursomes or tensomes every once in awhile. *grin*