As a Libra, I've always innately understood that life is all about duality. Black and white, ebb and flow, male and female... sometimes life is so stark in its contrast and other times it's all about the greyish hues of having no clear path to follow. I play into that myself, as well. I'm a switch, I'm bisexual, I'm both a tomboy and a girly girl. I defy labels, and I'm proud of that. However, standing at the precipice with a bungee cord and a parachute and not being able to jump either way is irritating at best.

I'm not going to go into detail (it's mundane and boring), but I'm working so far past my comfort zone that I feel the urge to say "fuck it" and go ahead for my own good. I've never been good at being patient and waiting feels like the seventh circle of hell (although, honestly, the eighth circle sounds so much worse).

I have nothing noteworthy to write about. Went out with the girl twice this weekend, which I may tell you more about as things (or if things) progress. Spend 5 days with Bear and, although there were a few fights, had a relatively restful time-off. It was lovely, I'm recharged. I'll write again soon.

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Tuesday, May 30, 2006.