Phew! It's Monday afternoon and I still haven't really caught my breath! Even though it's only been a few days since I'm written, a lot has changed.

First of all, and most importantly, I'm wearing two things that are equally meaningful to me again...





















I say they are equally meaningful because they both express love and commitment for two things that are extremely important to me: my soon-to-be husband and his gift of dominance. I feel very content in this moment - I am able to submit and know that I won't be hurt by him again. I'm able to trust that the ring on my finger makes the one around my neck even more special. I'm his girl, his little bunny, and I've never been more happy with that.

We spent most of the weekend "in role," although I rather abhor that saying. It's not like a role for us; it's like coming home from a long vacation and falling happily onto the couch. It's natural, it feels right and I had a smile on my face even when I slept. We fucked like bunnies, I had occasion to get a very reddened backside, and he declared his love for me through both action and words. More to come when I have time....

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Monday, February 06, 2006.