It's still, obviously, a work in progress but I'm just too tired to do anything else with it this evening.
I'm exhausted in general lately, with so much on my mind that it's beginning to weigh me down physically as well as emotionally. I'm trying hard to exercise it out of me, and have taken to running about 5 miles a week to slow my head and work out my physical sluggishness. So far, it's working. More than that, I'm noticing that I watch people running with jealousy as I'm driving somewhere. I never knew it could be this addictive.
My Bear is out of commission, which has left me perusing other dominants' websites to get my fix of that energy and attitude (you know who you are...). He's medicated out of his mind on painkillers for back spasms and I know what happens when I either push him or baby him, so mostly I just stay out of his way. It's hard to help anyone that strong willed with anything!
So, I'm off. I have a paper on gender identity in fairy tales to write, and sleep is already beckoning me to her calming embrace.
I'm exhausted in general lately, with so much on my mind that it's beginning to weigh me down physically as well as emotionally. I'm trying hard to exercise it out of me, and have taken to running about 5 miles a week to slow my head and work out my physical sluggishness. So far, it's working. More than that, I'm noticing that I watch people running with jealousy as I'm driving somewhere. I never knew it could be this addictive.
My Bear is out of commission, which has left me perusing other dominants' websites to get my fix of that energy and attitude (you know who you are...). He's medicated out of his mind on painkillers for back spasms and I know what happens when I either push him or baby him, so mostly I just stay out of his way. It's hard to help anyone that strong willed with anything!
So, I'm off. I have a paper on gender identity in fairy tales to write, and sleep is already beckoning me to her calming embrace.
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Sunday, February 26, 2006.
