A few slips later and I'm still mostly raw and going strong. I'm learning to crave healthy things, instead of longing for grease and fat. It feels nice, my skin is starting to grow and my body already feels much healthier.

But I've found lately that it's not my body that needs the detoxification... it's my mind. I have a few unresolved issues I'm working hard to sort out so that I can happily move on and put them behind me. Everything makes me stronger, but the hardest part is realizing that the strength comes in fighting through those things in the first place.

And still, this blog eludes me. Who am I on here? What do I want to say? I worry about boring the kinksters with my mundane ramblings, and I worry about disturbing the people who read me because of my mind with my pictures and extreme sexual inklings. *sigh* I guess it will all work itself out and, if it doesn't, the glory of the internet is that there is an adorable little x in the corner that one can click if they don't like what I have to say or who I am. Wish that was possible in real life!

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Friday, February 24, 2006.