That's the usual look I have on my face after work. Exhausted, emotionally checked out, etc. Today even more than usual - I did my very first euthanasia and it was even more difficult than I expected. Dealing with the aftermath of a pet's death is hard, watching it shuffle off the mortal coil (and having an active hand in it's death) was even more awful than I could have imagined. It's been a bad week for pets, we've had to euthanize more than I can count and lost three more in a house fire. I can't wait for this week to be over.

It's been awhile since I've posted, guilty as charged. I wish I had new information for you, but I don't. Bear and I had a great mini-vacation in Chicago, as long as great also equals having to leave concerts early so men with the flu don't pass out and having to pay 40 bucks for a taxi ride back to the hotel because some dumb bitch (i.e. - myself) decided it would be a better idea to stay out by the airport to save money. We did see a great show, eat lots of great vegetarian food, had wonderful sex and I arrived home to find out I lost 6 pounds! Whoo hoo - go me!

I also applied at Purdue this week; I'm still waiting to hear back. I can't wait to get started on my career, springboard myself into the rest of my life. It's the next logical step, and I'm ansy. So all in all, life is similar. My head is still clear, my heart is happy and in love, my pussy is getting used to letting him go down on me... life is good.

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Wednesday, November 16, 2005.