"Fall is coming, fall is coming," I keep telling myself. It's almost like my own personal mantra, as though the breaking of autumn will somehow signify the recession of my internal drama. Honestly though, these days I'm pretty mellow. All of my relationships are perfect; right where I want them to be. I'm just hoping, with the onset of cooler weather, things will continue to be exactly as I need them to be.

My sex drive seems to be slower these days, though I'm not sure why. It's not the kink factor, that's still high. Last night we only had sex for about half an hour, but during that time I had both his cock and my new pink friend in my cunt at the same time. I feel a bit stretched out and used this morning, but in a good way. It hurt a bit, especially when the pearls were vibrating on the inside of my mons pubis, but it was very satisfying. If I was feeling a bit more adventurous I would have had him fuck me in the ass with it, but this was sex on a budget. I had to be up early. *wink*

I'm much more content to lie in bed with him and talk. It's weird.

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Monday, September 12, 2005.