<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d12984915\x26blogName\x3dDecorus+poena.\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dSILVER\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://decoruspoena.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://decoruspoena.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-2294111997591046515', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Frustration.

I'm feeling frustrated this evening. I'm annoyed at my inability to get my shit together. It's just so hard for me to clean my apartment, raise my daughter, do my homework, be a good friend, be the perfect lover/girlfriend, be a wonderful employee... HOW do people do it all at the same time?! Why do I allow this to drive me absolutely insane?

Today, I'm bad at cleaning. I'm an alright mother, and I've been fairly studious. I'm an ok friend (I invited my best friend over for dinner tomorrow evening), but I've been lukewarm towards Bear this evening. Work was ok, but there was no passion in it. Overall, I give myself a 5. Definite room for improvement.