I'm tired this evening. After a massive overhaul of bedroom and bathroom cleaning, wishful thinking in regards to fall and winter clothing (Daddy-O's is my downfall, I swear) and gearing up for another semester and my new career (I start Thursday at my new job), I feel like sinking into my recently messed up pink sheeted bed and floating away to dreamland.

Bear was just here and it's amazing how he can choose to steal my energy or replenish it. He walked in with two giant bags worth of art supplies and movies for my daughter. I promised I wouldn't get mad and I really didn't (after all - Miroslav Satan is a free agent now which increases his chances of being drafted by the New Jersey Devils. That's a hockey wet dream of mine, Satan playing for the Devils... imagine the possibilities!); I find it completely adorable and attractive that he loves my daughter that much. My eyes have been opened a lot wider in the last couple of days and I'm seeing, really seeing, just how much she means to him and just how hard that is for him to admit.

After she fell asleep on our laps watching Aladdin (I'd forgotten just how hysterical that movie is), we snuck into the bedroom for a little bite before saying goodbye. Soon my shirt was pulled down, my pants were on a crumpled pile on the floor, and I was begging to come. My orgasm welled inside me, breaking my mind and leaving my cunt twitching furiously around his cock. He returned the favor, coming on the small of my back (which is perhaps the place that makes me feel the most submissive) before leaving for the evening. I wish he could have stayed, yet I understand that sleep needs to be the number one priority right now. Someday soon we'll be able to drift to sleep next to each other, right now I just need to accept that that day isn't today.

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Sunday, July 31, 2005.