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Bah.

I was going to write about submission and pain, but I'm grumpy because I just got denied my orgasm by not asking properly. Maybe tomorrow I'll be uncrabby enough to write.

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I was going to take that down when I decided to write more, but I thought I'd leave it up as a testament to how temperamental I can be sometimes. Am I crabby? Yes. Do I want to come? Yes. Am I annoyed that I can't? Yes. Do I still want to write? Absolutely.

Unfortunately, because I am unable to orgasm, most of the things are my mind are sexual. I've been thinking about pain a lot lately, too. I am not now, nor have I ever been, a pain slut. Pain to me is absolutely not fun. But I've been getting into it a bit more recently. Ever since the fantasy about the belt... he spanked me a lot this past weekend and it hurt. But I liked it. Guess that makes it a bad punishment, huh?

Anyway. Off to bed.

This entry was posted by Mellie, on Wednesday, June 29, 2005.

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